Then the joke was on me.
I saw someone in white. Late. I won’t deny and I won’t lie. I saw him.
But I pretended na hindi ko nakita. I just don’t know if I was seen as well. I doubt because I was not attracting any attention to myself awhile ago.
I was afraid to make an eye contact. I saw in my peripheral vision, But I purposely did not move my neck to look. I just looked straight ahead to where I should go. I did not waste my time staying in that place where it was present. I moved here and there. I did my job. I did what I was supposed to do. And this is an achievement for me! Yey!
There was a time when we where like just three feet apart twice this afternoon. But I pretended that I did not see. My heart was thumping hard, I just need to move away and do something else far from where it was standing and from where it was. Thank You GOD that I was not assigned at the registration area at St. Maurs and the Abbott Hall. Thank You for letting the SC assign me at the Abbey and Sabater, where there’s less contact time with the participants. It’s a blessing that I was assigned to where I was assigned. Merciful God, THANK YOU!!
Can I voice out my feelings for today?
It’s the first day of the Medical Students’ Summit at our school. I’m a volunteer worker. A lot of students from different medical schools in NCR participated the event. My assignment for today is already finished. I was assigned at the Abbey of the Lady of Montserrat, and I also sang the doxology together with the school’s chorale at the Abbott Hall this morning.
Should I be in a different place today? Haha. I want to study na!!! Haay.
Surprisingly, I saw his name on the list of the participants just this morning, but he didn’t come. Haha. He might be ditching this event. Or I don’t know, maybe he’ll come on the second day. Or maybe he’s not really coming. *Myelin Sheath! Stop this na!
I should be studying by now. Really. I should be. I want to go somewhere else! And STUDY INSTEAD!
I can’t wait for this event to be over. Haha. BUT, I’m going back to help my other classmate volunteers, to divert myself. Kakanta pa pala ako mamayang gabi. Kaya ko to! I can do this! I’ll just socialize with the other medical students. :))
Peace please come and stay in my heart. Masaya tong event na to! Don’t be stressed out of things na hindi dapat ka-stressan. SMILE! 🙂 Kain ka na lang ng lunch. Hehe. Gutom lang yan!!!! Hahaha.
Okay. I feel much better now. Bbye. Thank you God!