Wicked; Defying gravity

(spoken) Elphaba – why couldn’t you have just stayed calm for once, instead of flying off the handle!
(sung) I hope you’re happy!
I hope you’re happy now
I hope you’re happy how you
Hurt your cause forever
I hope you think you’re clever!

I hope you’re happy
I hope you’re happy, too
I hope you’re proud how you
Would grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition

So though I can’t imagine how
I hope you’re happy right now

(spoken) Elphie, listen to me. Just say you’re sorry:
(sung) You can still be with the Wizard
What you’ve worked and waited for
You can have all you ever wanted

(spoken) I know:
(sung) But I don’t want it –
No – I can’t want it
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!

It’s time to try
Defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
And you can’t pull me down!

Can’t I make you understand?
You’re having delusions of grandeur

I’m through accepting limits
’cause someone says they’re so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I’ll never know!
Too long I’ve been afraid of
Losing love I guess I’ve lost
Well, if that’s love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I’d sooner fly
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I’m defying gravity
And you can’t pull me down:
(spoken) Glinda, come with me. Think of what we could
do, together.
(sung) Unlimited
Together we’re unlimited
Together we’ll be the greatest team
There’s ever been
Glinda –
Dreams, the way we planned ’em

If we work in tandem
There’s no fight we cannot win
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity

They’ll never bring us down!
(spoken) Well? Are you coming?
I hope you’re happy
Now that you’re choosing this
(Spoken) You too
(Sung) I hope it brings you bliss
I really hope you get it
And you don’t live to regret it
I hope you’re happy in the end
I hope you’re happy, my friend
So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:
“Ev’ryone deserves the chance to fly!”
And if I’m flying solo
At least I’m flying free
To those who’d ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I’m flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I’ll match them in renown!
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!
I hope you’re happy!
Look at her, she’s wicked!
Get her!
Bring me down!
No one mourns the wicked
So we’ve got to bring her

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Crying won’t solve anything

Crying won’t solve anything, damage done.

Will it restore what was broken? No.

Will it fix the problem? No.

Will it help me? No. My immune system will just be compromised. Magkakasakit lang ako.

Will it bring back the past? No.

No. No. No. No. Nooooooooooooo.
Will it… okay, miss ko lang siya. Miss na miss. 😦

Sige na Jaea, just study hard.
No matter what the cost. Give it all you got! Don’t hold back.
No matter what is waiting for me in the future, I know God is already there. So.. I just need to do my part today. By being present in my present and by not dwelling in my missed past.
Kaya mo yan! Ano baaa! Don’t lose hope. It’s okay to cry.. pero wag naman lagi at wag naman gabi gabi, okay? Haha. Kaya mo yan!

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. 2 Corinthians 4:18

The truth hurts for a little while

The truth hurts for a little while, but a lie hurts forever.

LORD, forgive me.

I surrender.

It’s funny when people say, a picture speaks a thousand words.

And now, I’m starting to dislike pictures of mine.

Sobrang galing ko ng mag-fake. And it hurts. Haha.

Super smiling, but deep inside, it just hurts so much.
I should consider his criticisms as stepping stones for my improvement.

Jaea, don’t give up on yourself. Be patient. Be patient. Be patient.
I know it’s hard but you can do it! Smile!