Hi! I am on day 9 already of the single woman’s 30 day blogging challenge: Your favorite “weird/funny single behavior” – Anything you do that is uniquely YOU and that living alone allows you to do (For example, I sometimes dance around the house with my cat to Frank Sinatra).
Just for you not to be shocked, I am a weirdo. I sometimes feel like an alien in this world. I feel like I am a separate entity that needs to be somewhere else that still I do not know yet. Some of my friends tell me that I have a strange behavior which is different from anything natural or ordinary.
I tend to smile sometimes for no reason and I tend to laugh alone (not the loud laugh, just the giggle). I do not know why, maybe because I have a delayed reaction to a certain thing that happened in the past beyond my control. Is this bad? I tend to have flashbacks in my mind and when that happens, I remember the feeling of being in that situation and I feel like daydreaming, then my mind spaces out from reality and I start giggling or smiling. Some of my family members would ask me why did I smile or why did I giggle for no valid reason. I tell them, I have thought of something and the idea stayed in my mind. But, I do not share to them what I have thought of because I am not comfortable sharing my thoughts immediately. I need to process my thoughts. That is why, they tell me “hindi maganda na ngumingiti o tumatawa ng walang dahilan”. The truth is, I have a reason why I smiled and laughed. However, I just do not want to share at once why I did those things. For that reason, having a face mask helps me cover my lips, in times I have sudden bursts of giggles or smiles.
If you see me smiling or giggling.. just call my attention, because my mind might be spacing out and traveling to somewhere else in my imagination. I am not a crazy person just proud to say that I am insane. lol.