I want to study. I want to go abroad din. I want to be a C.I. too. Hahaha. Ang dami kong gusto gawin, guys.

I’m so tired.

Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Nakakapagod pala kapag walang work. Palamunin sa bahay. My mama doesn’t tell that to me, but I just want to contribute too. I don’t like this feeling. I just want to be productive. So please, mercy.

I was reminded with a saying, an idle mind is the devil’s playground. I need to keep myself busy with goals that’s more specific, measurable, attainable, realistic and time– bounded.

What’s more attainable for me at the moment is my Masteral. Please help me God. I also pray for my work. I also pray for my appointment with my doctor.

Redeem me if St. Luke’s will still give me another chance, or if not, just prepare me for my next workplace.

You know everything that’s boggling my mind, all the mistakes I foolishly did. Pardon me. Thank you for your protection. Amen.

White Spaghetti

Haloo ladies and gents, I cooked today a white spaghetti.


  • Spaghetti
  • Coconut milk
  • Mushrooms
  • Garlic
  • Red onion
  • Bagoong
  • Salt
  • Oregano
  • Italian Spices
  • Parmesan Cheese
  • Butter

How to Cook:

  1. Boil the spaghetti noodles on a separate “kaldero”
  2. Dice the garlic, onions and mushrooms
  3. Put butter on heated pan, add garlic and onions until the garlic is golden brown
  4. Add mushrooms, then the coconut milk
  5. Put Parmesan cheese
  6. Put Bagoong
  7. Put salt
  8. Put the Italian spices and oregano
  9. Add the cooked noodles
  10. Let the sauce be absorbed by the noodles by letting it be heated
  11. Add more parmesan
  12. Serve

Yay! So that’s it. I ate the food after I drank soypro in the early morning.

Happy Eating!